Time is sure flying..

Hmmm... Well.. in 25 days.. I'll be 19.
I'm looking forward to it.
No, not because I'll be 19. I could care less~
No, My reason for wanting to turn 19 is the best fact of all~
In just one month from that time...
She will be here!

There's a few things I need to do until then.
Get the car fixed, pack the stuff that'll be going back down with us, etc.
I truly cannot wait!
But, for now, I must deal with the soap opera that is my life.

Oh well~
It'll be well worth it soon.
I'm feeling creative,so who knows what'll be posted next.

Love ya ;3 

Damn eet! >.>

Forced to move, thanks to certain circumstances, but that's fine. 
Not like I'll be in this wretched stated for long.
But, that story shall come shortly<3

Tensions are high, and things are just.. utterly ridiculous!
Every night, someone is yelling and fighting,
And of course I must get pulled into it.
I'm the muscle that separates it should it come close to physical.
I feel like a friggin' bouncer.

But oh well.
I'll soon be away from this hell and happily into her arms.
December is coming quickly.. but not quickly enough.
I'll have to get started the moment I get down there,
But something I've already thought of and would do happily, so long as I had her<3

She is absolutely everything to me,
In every way imaginable~
She can make me smile, no matter the aura of murderous intent I emit <<
I'm guaranteed instant happiness the moment I hear from her.
In a way.. I've found my own drug<33

Love you, my precious girly ;3   

Giddy!

As the time continues to tick,

I grow more and more anxious!

I am very impatient waiting for December..

But in the end.. It will be worth the wait.

For the simple fact, That I'll be withing her grasp!

I'll be able to hold her and love her in person <3

I'll have to say good bye to my family..

But I'd gladly say good bye 100 times over to be with her.

For me.. She gets more perfect each day.

She displays a perfect amount of affection, which is never ending!

In my worst moods she can make me smile...

She just.. Gah! There are no words good enough to describe her..


She's just THAT perfect<3


Kris, I love you oh so very very much<3
I cannot wait to be within your arms.

You people will never learn.

Well, I figured it'd be a little hard.
Having to deal with everyone trying to side with their friend,
But.. Wanna know a secret?
Those who wanna belittle me or try and make me feel bad..
Fuck you~
That's all I have to say to you.
I live by a few codes, one is, of course, Bushido.
Another, Live life with no regrets.
And I push that to everything I do.
Especially now~
Trying to make me regret my actions of trying to be with Her are as pointless as trying to make humanity stop hating.
You can't make people do anything, you can only point in the right direction and hope they keep following it.
I was pointed towards this loving, enchantingly beautiful, wonderfully attractive Girly~
You people who don't like it, can kiss my ass.
That girl has every bit of my attention and my love.
Loving her is as easy and needful as breathing; You can hold your breath, but some point very soon, you'll need more of it <3
I want to hurry up and get to being beside her.
I love her.. It's unexplainable.. there's no logical reason to explain how I love her so much.
But I can tell you this.. If being high is as good as I feel right now.. I may pick up a bad habit ;3

I love you, my oddballish sweetheart <3
I will love you forever and always <3

Squee!

The last few days have been... weird.
I feel bad for him, but I feel completely.. elated myself.
Trying to comfort him, to help him while everything is going on is hard,
But I gave up.
No matter what I said to comfort him got shot down in a sea of pessimism.
He wouldn't listen to a single word.. so that's that.
I wish him the best of luck, and hope he stays well.
But to something more..Joyous,  Her ♥
The absolute and complete focus of my attention, She has the heart that's been dropped and shattered many times before.
 With Her though, it's like there is no worry at all.
 I can freely set my heart in her loving hands and be Happy!
 I currently have plans set out to get to Her. And stay there!
 I need to get to Her to visit this month, but I wanna get Her here for new years.
I'm falling hard... And I'm so glad I am ♥