Something Good~

In the wide, vast universe,
There are stars of many different sizes,
There are stars of many various ages.
Once the star meets it's lifespan,
It burns out and falls.
But in the duration of it's life,
It glows bright, shines a brilliant light,
And people wish upon it.
Now, if I were to compare my feelings to something..
It would seem bad, for nothing with a physical form lasts forever..
However.. The way I feel is like a constant high.
A rush of pure excitement and joy,
the likes of which I've never had the pleasure of knowing.. Until I met you.. <3
I haven't had this kind of feeling ever.. It's like the happiness of a child getting his first taste of Ice cream..
Something memorable and just perfect!
Now. I'm flawed with many imperfections, But I do know one thing..
You.. You crazily insane, amazingly wonderful, absolute heart throb.. I love you ♥
With everything in my heart and entire being of existence.

I love you, Kris~

December already..

Well, December is half way over already.

Seems kinda hard to believe, but it's fine.

Christmas time is nearly here as well, which means it's getting closer to January, when she finally comes down.

Still a few more things to do, but they shall be done.

Attended my first funeral today...

The body looked alot like a plastic Halloween doll you'd stick on a post and up in the yard.

Nasty, but sad. He will be missed, though he was a bit insane; yet that's why we'll miss him

Very boring day besides that... guess I'll read till she gets done on SL.


Adios~

Time winding down

Well, december is almost upon, meaning it's closer to when she comes here and us leaving together.

It's something I'm looking forward to immensely, but time still refuses to move faster.

Oh well, time may move fast or slow, but eventually, we will be together soon.
the last few days have been.. alright. I miss her alot cause she disappears for hours, but it's fine ^^ I know I'm not the best person in the world to talk to, nor her only contact, She just helps me get on with the day.

The last couple days have really strained my nerves.. My father still trying to control my every move and telling me how I should live my life and how he doesn't need me, blah, blah, blah.

If that were the true case, then I'd be able to do something with my life. 19 years old, no job, no life, and only one source of happiness, and she's in Texas (But I'll be with her soon enough).

Well... What else is there to say, what come will come, can't ask for more than something in the line of good fortune.

Love ya babe<3

Time is sure flying..

Hmmm... Well.. in 25 days.. I'll be 19.
I'm looking forward to it.
No, not because I'll be 19. I could care less~
No, My reason for wanting to turn 19 is the best fact of all~
In just one month from that time...
She will be here!

There's a few things I need to do until then.
Get the car fixed, pack the stuff that'll be going back down with us, etc.
I truly cannot wait!
But, for now, I must deal with the soap opera that is my life.

Oh well~
It'll be well worth it soon.
I'm feeling creative,so who knows what'll be posted next.

Love ya ;3 

Damn eet! >.>

Forced to move, thanks to certain circumstances, but that's fine. 
Not like I'll be in this wretched stated for long.
But, that story shall come shortly<3

Tensions are high, and things are just.. utterly ridiculous!
Every night, someone is yelling and fighting,
And of course I must get pulled into it.
I'm the muscle that separates it should it come close to physical.
I feel like a friggin' bouncer.

But oh well.
I'll soon be away from this hell and happily into her arms.
December is coming quickly.. but not quickly enough.
I'll have to get started the moment I get down there,
But something I've already thought of and would do happily, so long as I had her<3

She is absolutely everything to me,
In every way imaginable~
She can make me smile, no matter the aura of murderous intent I emit <<
I'm guaranteed instant happiness the moment I hear from her.
In a way.. I've found my own drug<33

Love you, my precious girly ;3   

Giddy!

As the time continues to tick,

I grow more and more anxious!

I am very impatient waiting for December..

But in the end.. It will be worth the wait.

For the simple fact, That I'll be withing her grasp!

I'll be able to hold her and love her in person <3

I'll have to say good bye to my family..

But I'd gladly say good bye 100 times over to be with her.

For me.. She gets more perfect each day.

She displays a perfect amount of affection, which is never ending!

In my worst moods she can make me smile...

She just.. Gah! There are no words good enough to describe her..


She's just THAT perfect<3


Kris, I love you oh so very very much<3
I cannot wait to be within your arms.

You people will never learn.

Well, I figured it'd be a little hard.
Having to deal with everyone trying to side with their friend,
But.. Wanna know a secret?
Those who wanna belittle me or try and make me feel bad..
Fuck you~
That's all I have to say to you.
I live by a few codes, one is, of course, Bushido.
Another, Live life with no regrets.
And I push that to everything I do.
Especially now~
Trying to make me regret my actions of trying to be with Her are as pointless as trying to make humanity stop hating.
You can't make people do anything, you can only point in the right direction and hope they keep following it.
I was pointed towards this loving, enchantingly beautiful, wonderfully attractive Girly~
You people who don't like it, can kiss my ass.
That girl has every bit of my attention and my love.
Loving her is as easy and needful as breathing; You can hold your breath, but some point very soon, you'll need more of it <3
I want to hurry up and get to being beside her.
I love her.. It's unexplainable.. there's no logical reason to explain how I love her so much.
But I can tell you this.. If being high is as good as I feel right now.. I may pick up a bad habit ;3

I love you, my oddballish sweetheart <3
I will love you forever and always <3

Squee!

The last few days have been... weird.
I feel bad for him, but I feel completely.. elated myself.
Trying to comfort him, to help him while everything is going on is hard,
But I gave up.
No matter what I said to comfort him got shot down in a sea of pessimism.
He wouldn't listen to a single word.. so that's that.
I wish him the best of luck, and hope he stays well.
But to something more..Joyous,  Her ♥
The absolute and complete focus of my attention, She has the heart that's been dropped and shattered many times before.
 With Her though, it's like there is no worry at all.
 I can freely set my heart in her loving hands and be Happy!
 I currently have plans set out to get to Her. And stay there!
 I need to get to Her to visit this month, but I wanna get Her here for new years.
I'm falling hard... And I'm so glad I am ♥

Wow.. just..wow

Many crazy things seem to happen around me.
This to this person, and that to that person,
Yet.. I'm having nothing but good luck,
I final have someone to occupy my thoughts.
When I'm angry, sad, or depressed,
Anymore it doesn't matter, when I think about her...
everything bad just seems to go away, replaced with all good,
A stupid liitle grin sprouts up and... Grawr! <3
I'm doing my best right now to look into a few things.
And I hope to be by her soon.

I love you, Girly~

A complete turn-around

What a whirl the last few weeks have been.
Bouncing back and forth from happy to angry.
Angry isn't something I like being.
I'm the more laid-back, carefree type.
Smiling and laughing is what I love doing most!
Though, Admitted, I am pretty impatient, and can seem rude, though I'm not trying to be.
But, the last week... has just blown my mind.
It's been like.. a roller coaster ride through cloud 9.
I've been smiling at the littlest things, and laughing like there's no tomorrow.
I have someone to thank for that.
We've been good friends for many years now, at least 4 1/2-5 years.
And.. I've had the biggest crush on her for.. nearly the whole time I've known her.
Many similarities, many things in common. Were comfortable with telling the other.. pretty much everything.
The best way I can explain it is... Perfection.
I have yet to ever feel anything like I feel now.
I've been in my share of relationships, and, truthfully, did have legit feelings for them.
But this.. isn't something I've ever come close to feeling before.
An extreme heart rate increase, Complete giddiness, a jovial outlook on everything.
Shaky hands and week knees.. somethign usually only found in a story book.
Well, If this is my story, I'm telling my author now to never put an ending on it so it can go on and on and on. <3
I usually jump the gun on how I express my self in relationships.. But I tried waiting to see if everything fit like it did those years ago and followed me to the present.
Well, after day 2, and my heart was all I could hear in my ears.. I knew something went right for once.. Completely and true.
All I know is, That if this is what true love is... It's something I never want to go away.. This feeling of complete... well, the best way to put it so everyone can get the gist is, the best high you've ever experienced.
All I know is I truly love her.. And I'll do my best to make and keep her happy.

The Very First

Well, It's my first posting as a member of this site. :D

And All in all, today has been a good day :3

My horoscope is getting pretty accurate as of late but that's great! so long as it remains good news. >.>

So, more to come :D