What a whirl the last few weeks have been.
Bouncing back and forth from happy to angry.
Angry isn't something I like being.
I'm the more laid-back, carefree type.
Smiling and laughing is what I love doing most!
Though, Admitted, I am pretty impatient, and can seem rude, though I'm not trying to be.
But, the last week... has just blown my mind.
It's been like.. a roller coaster ride through cloud 9.
I've been smiling at the littlest things, and laughing like there's no tomorrow.
I have someone to thank for that.
We've been good friends for many years now, at least 4 1/2-5 years.
And.. I've had the biggest crush on her for.. nearly the whole time I've known her.
Many similarities, many things in common. Were comfortable with telling the other.. pretty much everything.
The best way I can explain it is... Perfection.
I have yet to ever feel anything like I feel now.
I've been in my share of relationships, and, truthfully, did have legit feelings for them.
But this.. isn't something I've ever come close to feeling before.
An extreme heart rate increase, Complete giddiness, a jovial outlook on everything.
Shaky hands and week knees.. somethign usually only found in a story book.
Well, If this is my story, I'm telling my author now to never put an ending on it so it can go on and on and on. <3
I usually jump the gun on how I express my self in relationships.. But I tried waiting to see if everything fit like it did those years ago and followed me to the present.
Well, after day 2, and my heart was all I could hear in my ears.. I knew something went right for once.. Completely and true.
All I know is, That if this is what true love is... It's something I never want to go away.. This feeling of complete... well, the best way to put it so everyone can get the gist is, the best high you've ever experienced.
All I know is I truly love her.. And I'll do my best to make and keep her happy.
No comments:
Post a Comment